Long Distance Love

I just state about what I feel here..
In my previous post, I've wrote about someone that I really miss and I wanna see him but I just don't have the chance because we're both far away from each other..

I knew him a few years ago through a social website. It's kinda Facebook but it's not.
At first I just thought him just like a brother because he;s older than me..
Then, I started to start to send mails, post on pictures.. and so on..
But I dont think that he do thought me as his 'sister'. He always hope for a relationship.
He's very sweet. He'll advise me, encourage me to do something better and he always be so sweet to me.. He used to end our e-mails with xoxo.. everytime..

What do you think about what he think??
Does he love me??

I just hope he did.. and I wonder whether he misses me or not??


I just hope that we will meet sooner or later as I've promised..
Do you think  a long distance would work??

If u think of something don't be afraid to leave a comment because I just kept thinking about this thing even in class!! I just can't concentrate when I remember about him..

Missing You~~

I just don't know why I just can't forget him though that it's been a very long time since I last contact him. It's about 2 to 3 years ago..
   I've forget him and before but I don't know how and why, I just dreamed about him 2 weeks ago. And I can't forget that 'dream' till now. It left me a strong feeling.. I just don't know how to describe but, I dreamed about him about 3 to 4 times straight in just a few days..(LESS THAN A WEEK!!!)

*sigh..
According to what I heard (my friend's said) if we dreamed about someone ( a person that you know), about 3 times straight, that means that the person was meant for us..

I just dont know.. I dont know how to believe about that thing..
But I just can't forget him.. 
I just dont know what does it mean..
Maybe he misses me..  I just dont know ..
 I really hope that someday I will have the answers for this..
For the time being, God!! Please help me..


This is the place that i can express my feelings and my problems..
So please don't take it so much..

Till next time..

A girl in dilemma...

College Life..

I dont know what I do feel now. I was just thinking about my future,My exam results..
The exam result for other course for healthcare students had been released last week.. But for my course it just didnt appear yet..

Many of my friends have problems with their CGPA..
Most of them dropped their CGPA and others have to re-sit the examination..
Though that my previous result are quite 'good' but I'm just scared of it that it would dropped and tak naik-naik... Matilah aku kalau mcm tu..
sOMETIMES i JusT fEEl THAt I waNT TO be lIKe Spongebob.. LaUGHiNg All thE TiMe.. ^^

That's one thing

Another thing is that my friend since form5 that I knew just enrolled to this college..
I feel quite hap[py for it since we're quite close (as a friend only arh)
*if you guys think yang bukan-bukan, my oppa will marah you, hahaha..
I really hope that we can bergaduh mcm dalam kelas dulu..
Bergaduh about something that yang tak ada apa2 pun sebenarnya.. But dun know why lah.. Seronok plak buat macam tu.. haha If ada Harpreet, and Kartik lagi GEMPAK.. HAHAHAHUHUHU
If ONLY he didnt change college..
I understand that's what his parent's trying to do.
They would alway want the best for their children.. My mum and dad also would do the same...
It's just a few days here and my friend said that dia nak change college kan...
So what can I do... Fate decide where we r suppose to be going.. ^^