Friendship???

          Isn't it nice if we could stay like this forever??

Best friends stick together. That's what I've always heard throughout my life. But, is it happen in real life? I dont think so. For me, most of what we call 'friends' are always with us for some reason. Maybe to share the popularity or the fame, or maybe just  be with you for something else that is good and  they can take advantages with.

*sigh..

                 I have always have friend s around me. it's just that I don't know what went wrong that they always try to stay away from me when there's nothing good for them. I've always been lonely for the past few years. Ever since I was still in the kindergarten.. No friends in the primary school, and just a bunch of chinese girls during the secondary school. I miss my high school.. Miss my friends. But do they really miss me??  Or do I just 'syok sendiri'..

 But, thank God I have met my friends in this college. I love spending my times with them. Laughing like mad.. We even studied together almost every nite in a fun way of course.. hahaha.
Still nothing is best when with the family at home..  Miss that moment soo much..

          Cousins... they are not really dependable.. Or should I say, they are 'talam dua muka' .. Nice in front, mengutuk di belakang. Backstabbers!! HATE IT!!

 I love this words.. If only it's true..

     True friendship that I experienced is when I knew this person.. He always be with me, advise me and console me when i need him the most.. I'm just very luckyto know him. And I'm not sharing his popularity of course. Coz I didnt know that he's popular before until I figure it out on my own...
Unfortunately, he's not in Malaysia here with me and I do miss him a lot....
   Whatever it's I will always remember your advices and I will always move on even when you are not around..

   My girlfriends, Intan, Anis,Kui Yin, Ekin and Suripah,for your times here with me.I will always appreciate that.. And if 1 day that we have to separate, always remember all the beutiful time together..

  My boyfreinds (normal fren only arh. nothing more): Thanks too Ee Kenn (Ikan),Harpreet (Moyang) and Kartik (Datuk) for the kutuk-mengutuk each other and for the fight every week in class and make the class so noisy till we made it to become popular.. hahaha.. I'll remember all those times..

So, backstabbers!! Stay Away FROM ME!!!


psst: Too emotional, just trying to let my emotions flow.. To be calm.. ^^ sorry..