Oppa~~

I  miss my oppa rite now.. I've actually lost contact with him after he went for the National Service for 2 years.. Plus, the social web that we've been using to contact each other is banned for some reason that I don't know.
There is one other way for me to recontact with him but I just too scared.. It's by sending her friend an email asking for my oppa.. But, I'm afraid that  she'll be jealous and do something to my oppa.. Because his career is more to the image.. Haisy.. I'll remember all the things you told me. I'll always work hard to be success.. I practice my scales and evrything and take care of myself. You don't need to worry Oppa~~ I really hope that we can meet one day.. Always know that I will never forget you and I will always love you.. I hope that I'll be always be in your heart..

Royal Highness..

Hmm.. You guys must be thinking what it's all about this time. If I told you that I'm a part of a royal family you guys must be thinking that I've gone nuts!!! Is that rite?? Well, actually I'm. My mother came from a royal family. It's just that we didn't rule our own kingdom..

   I've been watching Barbie Princess Charm School.. And I'm surprised that the storyline was just about the same as my family's condition.  The true heir of the throne does not rule her own kingdom. But, of course the ending is different... Then I think again, I'm a princess( but now appear as a commoner), why should I worry about?? I won't have to worry about anything like ruling the kingdom or fighting for the throne. But, I miss living in the castle.. Too bad.. If I live in the castle, people should have call me 'Princess' or 'My Lady' (pronounced as 'mi-lady'..) I would have enjoy the luxury and everything.. But what can we do.. The heir is not on the throne, but taken over bu some other not pure royalty.. *Maybe it's our faith..

This is Blair, or 'Princess Sophia'.. The same girl which has the same faith as me. But, my situation here is that nobody knows that I'm a princess.. :p Think again.. 'I'm a princess and I don't need a crown'!!
Now I know why my mum always train me for poise,etiquette,style.. and so whatever.. I'm actually a princess.. A princess must always have character, confidence,be poise...Whatever it's i always know that I'm a princess..^^


psst: so, be careful, dun make me angry. If i put a curse on you. It might really happen.. Scaring you guys.. haha.. Till then..

Friendship???

          Isn't it nice if we could stay like this forever??

Best friends stick together. That's what I've always heard throughout my life. But, is it happen in real life? I dont think so. For me, most of what we call 'friends' are always with us for some reason. Maybe to share the popularity or the fame, or maybe just  be with you for something else that is good and  they can take advantages with.

*sigh..

                 I have always have friend s around me. it's just that I don't know what went wrong that they always try to stay away from me when there's nothing good for them. I've always been lonely for the past few years. Ever since I was still in the kindergarten.. No friends in the primary school, and just a bunch of chinese girls during the secondary school. I miss my high school.. Miss my friends. But do they really miss me??  Or do I just 'syok sendiri'..

 But, thank God I have met my friends in this college. I love spending my times with them. Laughing like mad.. We even studied together almost every nite in a fun way of course.. hahaha.
Still nothing is best when with the family at home..  Miss that moment soo much..

          Cousins... they are not really dependable.. Or should I say, they are 'talam dua muka' .. Nice in front, mengutuk di belakang. Backstabbers!! HATE IT!!

 I love this words.. If only it's true..

     True friendship that I experienced is when I knew this person.. He always be with me, advise me and console me when i need him the most.. I'm just very luckyto know him. And I'm not sharing his popularity of course. Coz I didnt know that he's popular before until I figure it out on my own...
Unfortunately, he's not in Malaysia here with me and I do miss him a lot....
   Whatever it's I will always remember your advices and I will always move on even when you are not around..

   My girlfriends, Intan, Anis,Kui Yin, Ekin and Suripah,for your times here with me.I will always appreciate that.. And if 1 day that we have to separate, always remember all the beutiful time together..

  My boyfreinds (normal fren only arh. nothing more): Thanks too Ee Kenn (Ikan),Harpreet (Moyang) and Kartik (Datuk) for the kutuk-mengutuk each other and for the fight every week in class and make the class so noisy till we made it to become popular.. hahaha.. I'll remember all those times..

So, backstabbers!! Stay Away FROM ME!!!


psst: Too emotional, just trying to let my emotions flow.. To be calm.. ^^ sorry..