College Life

As you know, I'm studying in Masterskill. Well, I'm not interested in nursing actually. But still, I try my best.. I don't want to make my parents feel bad..  Coz this is involves money. A lot of money. About 50k for me to complete my course..

Well, it's kinda fun during the practical session, coz the lecturer seems to like me. I got quite a good mark in the test given too..  Hmm.. We've been into a 'mock ward' last week and it looks like a real ward.. Guess what, we even have two of the METI-MAN.. Have you heard of it before?? It's a patient robot control by a computer system (apple) and it can breathe like asthmatic patient, can speak,cough,pass urine,have blood pressure and we can even put the IV Fluid (Intra-venous fluid) like a real human!!
 It costs 500k each.. Whoa~~ What a cost!! We've being told not to touch or do anything 'harm' to that robot.. haha

This is the METI-MAN.. See the IV Fluid over there?? It's in the vein of the robot.. Even robots have veins.. Weird isn't it.. 

This is the computer that controls the METI-MAN.. I took this picture when my lecturer is out.. haha.. we were like crazy taking pictures in the 'mock-ward' hahaha.. But when she comes, everybody hid their handphones. Including me.. hahaha See the white laptop over there?? That's the mainframe that control the METI-MAN.. Apple computers.. That's really expensive..

( fromleft: intan,suripah,anis and kui yin) Kui Yin looks differently in every pics..

These are my friends, and also my housemates.. My friends that is always gone crazy with me.. But I'm always crazier than them.. hahaha. This is in our 'mock ward'..

  In our lecturing room.. Lecturer's seat. While waiting for Mdm. Hafsah.. hahaha

Apart from of all of it. This is my new friend.. Tee Boon Yi.. I called her mom.. She had 8 husband and that means I have 8 daddies!! hahaha.. She always makes me laugh.. Whatever it is.. The way she laugh and everything.. The best part is when she sing a rock song for me with her head shaking that makes me laugh till I want to explode.. haha.. Kui Yin said that I'm suit with Boon Yi.. Because we're almost the same.. hahaha Besides her, I still have other friends. Namely, Pieka, Mira( same name as I do), Ieyla (my housemates).. And my other crazy group, Marvin,Nasir and Kui Yin and Boon Yi (we've always in one group)

Though that I didn't like nursing, but my friends here makes me stand longer.. I've thought about switching to Matriculation in Science or Dip in Pharmacy or  further my studies in form 6 because I receive a lot of offer.. But sadly, those offer letter arrive when I'm studying in Masterskill.. If I quit, I need to pay 10k now.. So, I need to proceed. I don't want to burden my parents.. Well, maybe after this course is finished, and still I dont have the interest in nursing, I'll proceed to another course either in Science or Arts.. My lecturer said that, we can directly go for degree if we want to change course. Because nursing is all about Science and Art...

Love,
Mira.. ^^
pSSt: lOVE YOU GUYS..

Weirdies..

There are so many things that human creates.. Most of them are useful to us. Some are pretty, nice and the designs are pretty cool.. But how about the weird things??

      The Japanese are known for their creativity and their intelligence. The 'device' they are creating are useful in some point of view but it's kinda weird.. haha.
Here's some of the weird things that I've found through the web..

 This is Japanese Baby Mops.. Make use of your hyperactive babies to clean your house.. Use them for good.. haha

And this is the butter stick.. Like a glue.. Sort of.. Convenience isn't it?? But remember to check your glue before spread it to your breaD!! haha

The Chin Rest.. Use it whenever you need and wherever go.. Easy.. But I won't use it!! So embarrassing..

Afraid to get your clothes dirty and wet when you walk during the rain?? This is the best solution.. Full Coverage!! hahaha :P

Want to sleep without leaning to other people next to you?? Use this..

Can't wait to have your meal?? This solves your problem.. Nice.. ^^

 Useful.. But it looks stupid.. haha

 Yummy baby... But cannot eat of course..


I wonder where do this people get the idea to make things like this??? hahaha
There are more than this, but I can't put it here of course.. I put it here just for fun..

Friends..

Well, after my last post i feel a bit relieved.. Thanks to my mum, my dad and my friends especially Intan, Anyss, Suripah(college mate) and Chan Ee Kenn, Tai Kui Yin and Tee Boon Yi for advising me and  taking care of me andso on. Thanks my dear.. I'll try to improve myself in the future and I'll also try not to repeat the same thing again..

Anyway, can you suggest me how to love reading and studying more than playing games?? haha.. sounds silly..
  

 I really wish that I'll love reading and studying and doing researches.. hahaha But no matter how many time i wish to shooting star (nagareboshi) it won't happen.. hahaha

 I can read for hours non-stop. But it's novels.. hahaha.. That's all for today.. Since the test weeks has ended, I'm happy.. At least I don't have to burn the midnight oil anymore.. haha (laziest girl on earth).. hahaha
Well, that's all for now. Going for dinner.. hahaha.. Nite..

One of the worst day of my life

Today, my lecturer announced our Behavioral Science I test 1 result... As always, i waited with excitement.. But then, when i realized that I wasn't one of the top scorers.. My tears rolled down my cheeks.. automatically that I ran into the toilet.. I cried and I cried.. Feeling guilty to my mum and dad.. Remembering that I promised that I will do my best in my studies.. I always try my best to do my best.. And most of the times, I'll try to be the best among the best..  


        But today, I feel bad.. A total moron.. I fell very bad.. I feel stupid, useless, weak, ashame.. That's all the words i can think off but none of them describe what i truly experience.. I cried for two hours till there are no more tears to roll.. Thanks to my friends who always be with me whenever i feel good and during the bad days.. I really appreciate it though i've never show it... Honestly, I love you guys.. I hope i can do the same when you guys feel bad...



        Well, i do tell my mum, but there's nothing she can do. She advised me, but sometimes, the words cut.. I know what she means but the words really cut.. To no one i can speak to... No shoulder for me to cry on.. I feel lonely, sad.. Yes, today I look down, not as cheerful as always.. But please don't get mad at me.. I'm really sorry.. There's no word i can describe my feeling.. If only i can have someone to share with..

       I promise myself that I won't give out.. Thanks to my BFF Christin Chin at fB.. for advising me.. I'll try my best so that i cAn BE THE BEST ONCE AGAIN...

People..

Sometimes I just dont understand about these people.. Most of the times, it was the girls. But this time it's the boys.. Sometimes they got to be very friendly with me and sometimes they dont. I treat them nicely because we're friends but sometimes it's very hard for him to even answer some question. I really dont understand that.. I'm trying to do gathering also hard to get his feedback. If he were in my shoes, what would he feels???
If i had done something wrong and you don't like it just tell me. I don't have any problem with that. Tell me directly. You have my phone number, my e-mail, my FB, everything!! What is your problem??!!  Try to understand my feelings, don't show your ego. I would have show my ego too if i want. But i care about how my friend's would feel..


BUT: I really hope that we can be friends while we're still alive coz friendship is wonderful....

I dun ask more than just a friendship from you..

Life...

Living in this world had a lot of challenges.. It involves everything.. Family,friends,colleague,lecturers and others... Some of them may not feel what is it like to be me! Sometimes we always have something that we may not feel satisfied with others but that's what it used to be. This is world,this is life. Friends fight. It's a normal thing in life. The most important in life is that understanding each other and tolerate.. That solves everything.. Give time and discuss not fight over and make it worse.. I've a friend, my best frend and we use to be friends since we were in form1 and still we are... Studying in the same college... Sometimes i do feel mad at her but then it'll just go away.. Understand each other, say sorry if you are wrong.. And give time.. Because 'time mends a broken heart'..