The Start of a new Me..

As a daughter to a family (I'm the oldest of three) of course i'm the most responsible person after my Parents.. I've to take care of many things.. Now, since i've start studying in a college, I've to work much more harder since it is the path of my future..

Well, last year i sat for SPM. and i didnt do it very well.. I was too tired to study.. Imagine, I hold 8 positions at school myself... Not including all the competitions my teachers sent me to.. I was forced to do so.. I dont really want it to happen.. Maybe you guys didnt trust me.. Well, let me list it..
1. school prefect (pen ket pengurusan)
2. Bridget Bestari Prefect
3. AJK Koperasi
4. Seretary  for Kelab Bahasa dan Kebudayaan
5.Treasurer for Unit Beruniform
6. Treasurer for Rumah Sukan 'Nilam'
7. Photographer for 'Sidang Redaksi'
8. Fasilitator sekolah (for my school-only me) peringkat kebangsaan

Well, thats only my position.. Now, for the competitions and camps my teacher had sent me to:

1. Perbahasan ala-Parlimen (Debate) (2 TIMES!!)
2. Forum
3. Pantun
4. Go Green Campaign
5. Rakan Muda Pingat Gangsa (The Duke of Edinburgh's Award)
6. Kem Nafas Segar Peringkat Kebangsaan
7. Kem Padu Anak Malaysia Peringkat Kebangsaan
8. Rancangan Integrasi Murid untuk Perpaduan (RIMUP) Peringkat Kebangsaan
9. Big Walk peringkat kebangsaan
10. Public Speaking

and soo much more that i cant remember what's it's name.. *sigh..
I've cried several times at school, begging my teacher to release me from my responsibilities at school since it was too many and it made me hard to study but they didnt let me to.. 

others may think that I'm lucky.. but involve too much in this kind of activities makes me tired and i misses soo many classes that i cant catch up.. especially when I'm a Science Student.. I end up with less A's... I even  just got 1 A+.... so sad that i cried so hard the day i received my result...


I do agree with teachers that these kind of activities gave us more experience.. In the end, it's not useful..
So, participate in school activities but not too much.. double up your work in academic and be successful in life..

So, now i'm studying as a nurse in a health sciences college.. And since i can't be what i want, i'm gonna grab the chance of studying in this course to the highest level (if i could)..

And here begins the new life of me..