Mum and Dad..

So many problems fall onto me.One by one.. Why life is always full of false hope? I just dont know what to do other than keep on crying and keep crying all those dull and .. *haisy.. Luckily I have my mother and father which is always with me all the times though that we live separately right now. I really hope I can live this apartment and go back to my mum and dad's arms..

The arms that always hold me tight to their heart. I don't need anything more than I do need them. I could cry and die without them but not my friends. My mum and dad are so important to me. In a simple word. I live, i breathe, i succeed for them. It's for their happiness. I really hope that I can be a professor like they do always hope I would be. I would sacrifice for grab it all in my hand and hand it them with honour and love.

I could live without my friends but not without you. I would feel down and sad without you.
I am nothing without you.
I love you mummy, daddy..
My love is just for you. Not somebody else.
I'll try to make you proud daddy, mummy..
I hope that your love to me would not fade away but .lies with me eternally.
And so my love for you.. ^^

Posting in Selayang Hospital

After the Deepavali 1 week, holiday we're sent to Selayang hospital. Here, I was assigned to the medical ward. Mainly are elders and this is Man's ward. OMG! I dont know what to say bcoz we have to clean them, feed them and so on. The doctors are cute (male doctors) and the wad sister's nice to me EXCEPT FOR OUR Clinical Instructor (C.I)!!! She's like a witch!! Cruel. Not a single smile on her face. Pilih Kasih and what arh? Too many kejahatan that she makes me crazy everytime i see her. Sometimes she's ok. Depends on her mood lah. These girls called her 'nenek sihir'. hahaha And I know she doesnt really like me. So what? I have my own life. The doctors liked me, the staff nurse and the ward sisters. They'l teach me and give me something to do to help them. And I'm happy to work with them. Especially when something funny happen that once I 'tergelek' the doctor's feet with the patients's bed.. hahaha.. Till 4 times!!! OMG~~ Now, I just feel like want to run away when I see him. hahaha. But, he seems to like me. He makes jokes and i dont know. Fooling around. Doctor also got yang perangai macam aku ni. see. Bukan aku sorang ja yang gila macam ni.. hahaha..

 Oklah. dah banyak cakap ni. tapi tak habis lagi. Nanti i sambung in thje next post. I hav to prepare for posting.. Meet that psycho doctor again.. hahaha. bye now..

^^ Love you..

Holly-holiday..

Deepavali is coming which means holly-holiday!!!  hahaha.. Today is my last day of posting at Sentul Medical Center. I'll be heading back to my house tomorrow.. I'll need to do some shopping to maintain myself.. My hair-mask and evrything.. I'll need some moment to myself.. To pamper myself after such a very long time. So many thing happened. And some even hurt my feelings. I just don't know how to tell and where to start. But I'll just let it slip for now coz I'm too tired to reveal it now. It's 11.31 pm or 23:31 almost midnite or twilight. I prefer midnight. Ok. just got to go to sleep now.. Goodbye world.. Good nite world. Got a new headstart tomorrow.. ^^

Timeless..

I really love to hang out and watch movies, shopping and even surf the net and blogging.. It's just that since I'm in posting, I dont really have much time to do what I want. Just spending time watching the patients, taking their vital signs and I'm very tired sitting in the hospital when there's no patient to observe. I'm very tired that I don't even have time to take care of myself. I dun eat nutritious food since all the food around me is not delicious :p. And I'm too tired too cook. I also doesn't have time to pamper myself with taking a hot bath, put on a face mask and so on when I started to live my college life.. I really hope that my Final exam will be over soon.. Just another 2 months before I'm free to live my own happy life.. hahaha ^^

Relax!!!

Tomorrow is sunday and my one day for rest in the whole week of posting. *sigh. Posting in Sentul Medical Hospital is very boring, tiring but sometimes it can be fun.. Foolin around like small kids and even gosipping.. haha. We even laugh at almost everything even that it's not funny. ( ME LAH..) haha but it's just one week past. Still got another 2 weeks before holiday and it's a long way to go.. Love to see the babies in the nursery asleep but hate it when they cry.. haha :p

Missing you..

Now I've to go for posting at Sentul Medical Centre for 3 weeks.. I have to work even on saturday!! That means I can't go home. Ohh~~ How I miss my mum, dad and my little sis soo much... That makes me think to hold them tight when I see them.. I just wanna go home. I just don't know why. But this is what I feel. I keep on thinking about going back home everyday, every moment and how much I miss them. I can't live without my family.. Because of this stupid shift that I have to work from 2pm to 9pm at nite! I dun want to burden my dad to fetch me at nite!! *sigh. I really hope that I can go home soon.. That is on the 15th Oct. A very long time for me.. I just want you to know. Mum, Dad and my siblings.. especially my little sis that you will always be in my heart... Love you eternally..

Oppa~~

I  miss my oppa rite now.. I've actually lost contact with him after he went for the National Service for 2 years.. Plus, the social web that we've been using to contact each other is banned for some reason that I don't know.
There is one other way for me to recontact with him but I just too scared.. It's by sending her friend an email asking for my oppa.. But, I'm afraid that  she'll be jealous and do something to my oppa.. Because his career is more to the image.. Haisy.. I'll remember all the things you told me. I'll always work hard to be success.. I practice my scales and evrything and take care of myself. You don't need to worry Oppa~~ I really hope that we can meet one day.. Always know that I will never forget you and I will always love you.. I hope that I'll be always be in your heart..