Oppa~~

I  miss my oppa rite now.. I've actually lost contact with him after he went for the National Service for 2 years.. Plus, the social web that we've been using to contact each other is banned for some reason that I don't know.
There is one other way for me to recontact with him but I just too scared.. It's by sending her friend an email asking for my oppa.. But, I'm afraid that  she'll be jealous and do something to my oppa.. Because his career is more to the image.. Haisy.. I'll remember all the things you told me. I'll always work hard to be success.. I practice my scales and evrything and take care of myself. You don't need to worry Oppa~~ I really hope that we can meet one day.. Always know that I will never forget you and I will always love you.. I hope that I'll be always be in your heart..

Royal Highness..

Hmm.. You guys must be thinking what it's all about this time. If I told you that I'm a part of a royal family you guys must be thinking that I've gone nuts!!! Is that rite?? Well, actually I'm. My mother came from a royal family. It's just that we didn't rule our own kingdom..

   I've been watching Barbie Princess Charm School.. And I'm surprised that the storyline was just about the same as my family's condition.  The true heir of the throne does not rule her own kingdom. But, of course the ending is different... Then I think again, I'm a princess( but now appear as a commoner), why should I worry about?? I won't have to worry about anything like ruling the kingdom or fighting for the throne. But, I miss living in the castle.. Too bad.. If I live in the castle, people should have call me 'Princess' or 'My Lady' (pronounced as 'mi-lady'..) I would have enjoy the luxury and everything.. But what can we do.. The heir is not on the throne, but taken over bu some other not pure royalty.. *Maybe it's our faith..

This is Blair, or 'Princess Sophia'.. The same girl which has the same faith as me. But, my situation here is that nobody knows that I'm a princess.. :p Think again.. 'I'm a princess and I don't need a crown'!!
Now I know why my mum always train me for poise,etiquette,style.. and so whatever.. I'm actually a princess.. A princess must always have character, confidence,be poise...Whatever it's i always know that I'm a princess..^^


psst: so, be careful, dun make me angry. If i put a curse on you. It might really happen.. Scaring you guys.. haha.. Till then..

Friendship???

          Isn't it nice if we could stay like this forever??

Best friends stick together. That's what I've always heard throughout my life. But, is it happen in real life? I dont think so. For me, most of what we call 'friends' are always with us for some reason. Maybe to share the popularity or the fame, or maybe just  be with you for something else that is good and  they can take advantages with.

*sigh..

                 I have always have friend s around me. it's just that I don't know what went wrong that they always try to stay away from me when there's nothing good for them. I've always been lonely for the past few years. Ever since I was still in the kindergarten.. No friends in the primary school, and just a bunch of chinese girls during the secondary school. I miss my high school.. Miss my friends. But do they really miss me??  Or do I just 'syok sendiri'..

 But, thank God I have met my friends in this college. I love spending my times with them. Laughing like mad.. We even studied together almost every nite in a fun way of course.. hahaha.
Still nothing is best when with the family at home..  Miss that moment soo much..

          Cousins... they are not really dependable.. Or should I say, they are 'talam dua muka' .. Nice in front, mengutuk di belakang. Backstabbers!! HATE IT!!

 I love this words.. If only it's true..

     True friendship that I experienced is when I knew this person.. He always be with me, advise me and console me when i need him the most.. I'm just very luckyto know him. And I'm not sharing his popularity of course. Coz I didnt know that he's popular before until I figure it out on my own...
Unfortunately, he's not in Malaysia here with me and I do miss him a lot....
   Whatever it's I will always remember your advices and I will always move on even when you are not around..

   My girlfriends, Intan, Anis,Kui Yin, Ekin and Suripah,for your times here with me.I will always appreciate that.. And if 1 day that we have to separate, always remember all the beutiful time together..

  My boyfreinds (normal fren only arh. nothing more): Thanks too Ee Kenn (Ikan),Harpreet (Moyang) and Kartik (Datuk) for the kutuk-mengutuk each other and for the fight every week in class and make the class so noisy till we made it to become popular.. hahaha.. I'll remember all those times..

So, backstabbers!! Stay Away FROM ME!!!


psst: Too emotional, just trying to let my emotions flow.. To be calm.. ^^ sorry..

College Life

As you know, I'm studying in Masterskill. Well, I'm not interested in nursing actually. But still, I try my best.. I don't want to make my parents feel bad..  Coz this is involves money. A lot of money. About 50k for me to complete my course..

Well, it's kinda fun during the practical session, coz the lecturer seems to like me. I got quite a good mark in the test given too..  Hmm.. We've been into a 'mock ward' last week and it looks like a real ward.. Guess what, we even have two of the METI-MAN.. Have you heard of it before?? It's a patient robot control by a computer system (apple) and it can breathe like asthmatic patient, can speak,cough,pass urine,have blood pressure and we can even put the IV Fluid (Intra-venous fluid) like a real human!!
 It costs 500k each.. Whoa~~ What a cost!! We've being told not to touch or do anything 'harm' to that robot.. haha

This is the METI-MAN.. See the IV Fluid over there?? It's in the vein of the robot.. Even robots have veins.. Weird isn't it.. 

This is the computer that controls the METI-MAN.. I took this picture when my lecturer is out.. haha.. we were like crazy taking pictures in the 'mock-ward' hahaha.. But when she comes, everybody hid their handphones. Including me.. hahaha See the white laptop over there?? That's the mainframe that control the METI-MAN.. Apple computers.. That's really expensive..

( fromleft: intan,suripah,anis and kui yin) Kui Yin looks differently in every pics..

These are my friends, and also my housemates.. My friends that is always gone crazy with me.. But I'm always crazier than them.. hahaha. This is in our 'mock ward'..

  In our lecturing room.. Lecturer's seat. While waiting for Mdm. Hafsah.. hahaha

Apart from of all of it. This is my new friend.. Tee Boon Yi.. I called her mom.. She had 8 husband and that means I have 8 daddies!! hahaha.. She always makes me laugh.. Whatever it is.. The way she laugh and everything.. The best part is when she sing a rock song for me with her head shaking that makes me laugh till I want to explode.. haha.. Kui Yin said that I'm suit with Boon Yi.. Because we're almost the same.. hahaha Besides her, I still have other friends. Namely, Pieka, Mira( same name as I do), Ieyla (my housemates).. And my other crazy group, Marvin,Nasir and Kui Yin and Boon Yi (we've always in one group)

Though that I didn't like nursing, but my friends here makes me stand longer.. I've thought about switching to Matriculation in Science or Dip in Pharmacy or  further my studies in form 6 because I receive a lot of offer.. But sadly, those offer letter arrive when I'm studying in Masterskill.. If I quit, I need to pay 10k now.. So, I need to proceed. I don't want to burden my parents.. Well, maybe after this course is finished, and still I dont have the interest in nursing, I'll proceed to another course either in Science or Arts.. My lecturer said that, we can directly go for degree if we want to change course. Because nursing is all about Science and Art...

Love,
Mira.. ^^
pSSt: lOVE YOU GUYS..

Weirdies..

There are so many things that human creates.. Most of them are useful to us. Some are pretty, nice and the designs are pretty cool.. But how about the weird things??

      The Japanese are known for their creativity and their intelligence. The 'device' they are creating are useful in some point of view but it's kinda weird.. haha.
Here's some of the weird things that I've found through the web..

 This is Japanese Baby Mops.. Make use of your hyperactive babies to clean your house.. Use them for good.. haha

And this is the butter stick.. Like a glue.. Sort of.. Convenience isn't it?? But remember to check your glue before spread it to your breaD!! haha

The Chin Rest.. Use it whenever you need and wherever go.. Easy.. But I won't use it!! So embarrassing..

Afraid to get your clothes dirty and wet when you walk during the rain?? This is the best solution.. Full Coverage!! hahaha :P

Want to sleep without leaning to other people next to you?? Use this..

Can't wait to have your meal?? This solves your problem.. Nice.. ^^

 Useful.. But it looks stupid.. haha

 Yummy baby... But cannot eat of course..


I wonder where do this people get the idea to make things like this??? hahaha
There are more than this, but I can't put it here of course.. I put it here just for fun..

Friends..

Well, after my last post i feel a bit relieved.. Thanks to my mum, my dad and my friends especially Intan, Anyss, Suripah(college mate) and Chan Ee Kenn, Tai Kui Yin and Tee Boon Yi for advising me and  taking care of me andso on. Thanks my dear.. I'll try to improve myself in the future and I'll also try not to repeat the same thing again..

Anyway, can you suggest me how to love reading and studying more than playing games?? haha.. sounds silly..
  

 I really wish that I'll love reading and studying and doing researches.. hahaha But no matter how many time i wish to shooting star (nagareboshi) it won't happen.. hahaha

 I can read for hours non-stop. But it's novels.. hahaha.. That's all for today.. Since the test weeks has ended, I'm happy.. At least I don't have to burn the midnight oil anymore.. haha (laziest girl on earth).. hahaha
Well, that's all for now. Going for dinner.. hahaha.. Nite..

One of the worst day of my life

Today, my lecturer announced our Behavioral Science I test 1 result... As always, i waited with excitement.. But then, when i realized that I wasn't one of the top scorers.. My tears rolled down my cheeks.. automatically that I ran into the toilet.. I cried and I cried.. Feeling guilty to my mum and dad.. Remembering that I promised that I will do my best in my studies.. I always try my best to do my best.. And most of the times, I'll try to be the best among the best..  


        But today, I feel bad.. A total moron.. I fell very bad.. I feel stupid, useless, weak, ashame.. That's all the words i can think off but none of them describe what i truly experience.. I cried for two hours till there are no more tears to roll.. Thanks to my friends who always be with me whenever i feel good and during the bad days.. I really appreciate it though i've never show it... Honestly, I love you guys.. I hope i can do the same when you guys feel bad...



        Well, i do tell my mum, but there's nothing she can do. She advised me, but sometimes, the words cut.. I know what she means but the words really cut.. To no one i can speak to... No shoulder for me to cry on.. I feel lonely, sad.. Yes, today I look down, not as cheerful as always.. But please don't get mad at me.. I'm really sorry.. There's no word i can describe my feeling.. If only i can have someone to share with..

       I promise myself that I won't give out.. Thanks to my BFF Christin Chin at fB.. for advising me.. I'll try my best so that i cAn BE THE BEST ONCE AGAIN...